Fetish - New Nail Fun

So you all know I LOVE changing the look of my finger nails when I know I'll have a chance to catch them on photo or video before they get well destroyed by cleaning, dishes or any other things that wear at them.

Sooooo today, finally I got paid from insurance which took long enough, I went and did some grocery shopping that I had been waiting to do and while I was there I chipped a nail and didn't want to deal with the rough edge and I needed a new nail file or 2 anyhow. When I found the ones I wanted (need metal ones for my nails) I found a whollllle new selection of nail goodies I hadn't previously found. So I picked some up. Some just fun and flirty and some with ideas of my black light in mind.

Sooo... nail decals in gem/cheetah print, a package of nail polish with at least 2 of 3 nail polishes that will glow under the black light (not sure if the blue will or won't til I test it), some fake nails also with some animal prints on them and then a bit of fun decals that are also neon in hopes they too will glow in the black light.

Anyone that wants to send me some black light meant make-up, I'd be glad to use it in a shoot or 2 or even more! I'm really really wanting some neon body sticks... they are makeup sticks that are meant for black light and from what I can read, they will write on the body.... I can think of a great set and video to do with them!

Soon you'll see the below used... for now, just some images of my newly acquired goodies.

More Current Events - Week From Hell

Sooooo the week from hell... I don't even quite know where to start but here it goes. For an intro see the Blog Entry Here first if you wish to.

Now to continue this annoying week... reminder though the reason I'm having such an issue atm is because about 2months ago I tripped on some metal works nearby my house and smashed my head (along with the left side of my body) into a metal pole causing a mild concussion and lots of annoying small problems due to it but the first and foremost being lack of short term memory. It's getting a bit better as time goes on but any where from 2min to 2hrs to 2days my memory just can't keep a good hold on.

So, I went to the worker's union on Monday, showed my case worker the paper I got Friday and along with some issues of past payments being messed up and being almost 2 months past now on that one. She was the only one there *sigh* poor lady, she took all the paper work and asked me come back later in the week when she had a chance to talk to the others in the office as well.

On Tuesday while I was trying to have a relaxing shopping trip with my mother, my cleaning lady calls me to let me know the post tried to deliver 2 registered letters and since she can't sign for them she set them at my desk. I picked them up the following day and of course they were the letters (same letter, 2 different types of posting for what ever reason... guess he didn't want to get into doing something wrong again, fat chance LOL) stating he was giving me my 2 weeks notice and it would start September 29th (tomorrow) and this time in dutch after I wrote him an email later Saturday evening telling him the paper was invalid due to the language of it. Hell he even tried to demand I go back in with less then 8hrs notice on SUNDAY and only told by email, like I sit here with all of my email accounts open 24hrs a day and on weekends no less. Oh and 2 things about that whole thing... because I'm on medical leave atm he can for no reason demand I come in for any reason and 2 he LIED about the 'reason' for me coming in stating it was for an evaluation *eyes*. Jack ass.

Anyhow, I'm not dealing with stress very well and that is what makes my memory even worse. I was so tired with the meeting on Monday that I even managed to burn the top of my right hand while taking mini pizzas out from the oven by simply not giving the oven the proper time to vent it's steam before reaching out to turn off the dials. It's just sad when shit like that happens.

Ok so Wednesday... got the letters and after saw some more docs. Spending most of the week with some sort on any number of levels with headaches. Through all of this I'm also still fighting with the insurance company to start making some sort of payment to me since it was going on 2 months now   since I have seen any payment. I finally got a bit of the American bitch side back of me and started looking for someone high in the chain of command to the claim worker that was suppose to be working on my case. I couldn't talk to her on Wednesday but the following morning I did talk to someone higher and by 1pm Thursday afternoon I got even HER boss calling me back! Man I almost fainted. But there were STILL papers missing to pay me out! OMG forget the fact that they still needed the boss's bank number (which some how they managed to track down anyhow, don't need to know how just that they were able to just that is no longer an issue) but they were missing papers from 3 days in August from my doctor (when I attempted to work and found all these smaller issues I didn't realize were there like the short term memory being effected) and a paper from my own health insurance stating they haven't payed me nor will pay me... duh they know the insurance company took the claim on as a work accident and within 2 days of me knowing, they were already posting me that info.

I got them the papers they needed THAT afternoon (think she was even surprised at that) and now instead of a payment for 1 month getting processed, I got both months processed and with any luck Monday or Tuesday I'll finally see my payments coming in again. I so hope... digging into savings is *NOT* what I expected nor wanted to be happening.

Okkkkay, finally getting confirmation that she had all she needed, I had another appointment on Thursday at the worker's union. I bring the 2 letters with me that were registered. They are of no relevance and she already has a letter drafted up to send by registered post herself stating the letter from Friday was not acceptable by law for the reasoning behind breaking contract and because of the language. In the letter because of the short term of my contract, she also stated that any grounds to be firing me he has to pay out a 1 month severance pay and *NOT* 2 weeks or even 3... *4* weeks. Ok that is a slap on the wrist but on top of all that she also had a letter that I signed that will go off to an auditing office to have his paychecks investigated because of the missing 1/3rd of my paycheck from July as well as the missing 6hrs of August not to mention the hassle of not getting my pay check stubs for almost 4 months and not having one for August either.

All in all, there is some waiting as she has given him 2 weeks from the time of receiving the letter to respond and if he doesn't, we take the next step.

I finally had Friday to myself with exception of some dishes and didn't do anything else but take a really enjoyable long hot shower, play videos games, eat good food and enjoy the evening with Camera Man. It's been a quiet weekend as well with a bit of shopping yesterday and today just quietness, no road construction, no phone calls, no worries (exception of my never ending sink full of dishes to wash). This is what I NEED to be happening so that I can get my brain to settle down and stop miss firing. I hope it continues, that my pay is indeed in tomorrow and that my weeks get easier.

Weekly Update - September 28th, 2014

As promised, I wouldn't forget this weekend. I have to admit last week was purely a week from hell but I have had a bit of down time this weekend so things are moving much more slowly. I'll write another entry later on to explain what has all been going on more in detail.

For now though enjoy this hot photo update. It goes along with the video I posted a few days ago titled 'Whirl Pool Blow' as that video got filmed in the middle of taking this shoot. This set was the first set taken as Camera Man and I explored our newly found sexy adult style hotel. It had been years and years since I was in a body of water big enough to take my 380# that I was just happy as can be floating around in the semi warm water and feeling free. It also got me all hot and horny when I saw what me enjoying myself totally naked was doing to Camera Man as he shot these photos!

Enjoy the 92 photos in this set and I'm sure there will be more updates from this hotel in the future but first back to reality and home shooting. *KISSES* You can find this set exclusively at Curvy-Kitty.com where you can also find over 17,000 other photos and over 300 videos along with weekly updates.

Weekly Update - September 24th, 2014

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Last Weekend's Update - My Apologies

Hello again all my wonderfuls... I'm stopping in here this morning (it's just before 8am on 9-24-2014 my time that is, most likely you all in the good ol' US of A are still tucked away in your beds or perving some where :P) and I realized just before going to bed last night that I didn't place an update last Sunday. Being that it's only Wednesday, I'm going to place an update sometime today and then also place a new update Sunday as well on it's normal schedule.

Now the reason behind this, and bare with me as it's a bit of a tale to be told. Firstly, most of you that have read my blog here, know that a couple of months ago I had an accident on the way to work which caused a mild concussion and due to that caused things like temp lose of eye sight in my left eye, dizziness related to the accident and my vision, massive problems with my short term memory, very very bad headaches and then on top of it problems now because of all the extra stress and the lack of time I'm being given to reduce my stress and heal, it's only taken longer then I would like for it to heal but it also get set back a bit every time someone stresses me out even more.

Needless to say, Friday back fired the whole healing deal that I've made leaps and bonds in because my 'boss' is trying to give me my 2 week notice... as in he is trying to fire me.

First and foremost, he's doing it totally against the rules. Giving me 2 different reasons from one that is stated on paper and the other verbally as to why he is firing me. The one on paper as far as I know is not legal because he did it in french and by the laws, paperwork either needs to be in the language of the staff or the language of where the head business is.... in this case flemish/dutch. The reason on paper though is against the working law because it states due not being there which he can't fire me openly for because the 'not being there' is completely by medical leave and doctors. The 'other' reason which was verbal to me (and Camera Man as I brought him with Friday as my translator and short term memory just in case) was that 'the business isn't doing so well and he has to restructure'... or in short get rid of employees that he can't afford because of money issues. This too is not totally legal as there was someone hired after me to 'fill in' while I was gone which should of then had a temp contract that would end at the time I was able to fully come back or he would be found another position within the work place other than mine. Not to mention all of the changes and money he put toward 'other' things for the work place that would cost my wage a month or more such as new tables/chairs, cable installment, a new LCD TV and some other things I can think of.

With ALL of that above, I'm now, along with my union, going to fight it to the teeth. I will admit, especially now, I was not looking forward to going back anyhow because all of people, including the boss himself, are too young. I think the oldest just turned 24 other then the boss who is still just 30yrs old. Ok he has a head on his shoulders for business but not in the way of how to conduct a crew that is of mixed years it seems.

On top of that though there are 3 other money/work related issues going on, firstly from my prior boss I am missing (mostly because I didn't know about it) something we have out here called eco-checks. They are basically extra money up to the sum of 250euro for the highest but in the form of checks that can be used on 'eco friendly' items. I am entitled to them by law by making so much per year. Then it's calculated on one of those 'you made this much, times this much and divided by this much' type scale but when it comes down to it I'm owed about 200euro worth for the 2.5yrs I worked with them. So that is another thing happening not related to the work leave I'm on.

Related to the work leave I'm on, my July pay (the first month I was off due to the accident) was messed up because it was marked down as a 'sickness' instead of an accident. The difference between the 2... first one has a pay out of 2/3rd my wage and the other is 100% my wage. No matter, the insurance company has taken it on as a claim and being covered so the boss even gets paid back for that first month.... how ever I'm still sitting here out that 400+ euro. As of Monday, the union was given by the social services for taxes and what not some kind of 'we're having computer issues and are trying to get it fixed, we put in information the end of August and got a reply to it the 4th of september but we still can't do anything blah blah blah blah' bullshit of stuff when she called to ask about it. So we're battling the place that SHOULD be paying people out that goes between the 'boss' and me that takes the measures to take out the proper taxes and all that.

And then comes the whole insurance thing. A couple of weeks ago (about a week before the 15th) Camera Man talks to the guy at the claim department about my wage payout, asking if everything should be in order to start paying it out on the 15th (their papers state they pay out 2x's a month, the 1st and the 15th) and yea, they should have everything in order. I wait til the 17th, still nothing. Call again, find out that he 'can't read the copy of my pay check stub' and shit *I* can read it but no don't bother contacting me about not being able to read it. So that day I go out to get all the copies of my check stubs which took since April to get any except 1 of them from the boss, scan it, email it in FULL format (2000+ pixels) and ok then he could read it.

Now comes Friday last week, STILL no payout. I start calling around 4pm to the claims office, again for god knows only how many times now, am not able to talk to the main guy in charge of my claim. So a friendly gentleman was kind enough to work hard to get all the paper work that seems to STILL of been missing in order. From the paper that stated my health insurance wasn't going to pay me because the insurance of work took it on to a couple of missed doctor papers to state that I was due to still be off work. Friday SHOULD have had a pay out again but nooooo, I get an email Monday morning stating that were was still missing papers for work leave from the doctor, I sent them off back in the email, but then something else is that the guy is asking (we're back on the head guy now BTW) for is my boss's bank account number as well. Now, sorry but I have nothing to do with him or his 'bank'... I'm not a manager, I don't have the title, I don't have the training and I don't have the pay for it. If he wants to get paid back, HE has to take the steps to get paid back, it is of none of my business nor worry if he doe or does not want to. BUT for what ever reason, the insurance says if they don't have his account number then I don't get paid either because 'that is just how it works'.

That is a bunch of horse shit and again something else I'm fighting with my union against. All in all by now being almost the end of September, I am owed 2 months worth of wages (about 2400 euro give or take) plus the 400euro roughly of the messed up July check and the eco checks of 200euro.... in total of almost 3000euro worth of funds. I'm hurting, I'm stressed, my head doesn't work the way it should be and now on top of it my position at work is being fucked with. I'm digging into savings which shouldn't have had to of happened because the whole insurance thing should have been done MONTHS ago and *sigh* it's just all piling up on me.

So my dears, I hope you can understand and have some patience with me. EMAIL me if you don't see something right on The Web Site or contact me some how. It gives me a reminder that something isn't right or I forgot something and will correct it within 24hrs usually. Remember, I'm not JUST the model behind my site, I'm also the designer, owner, webmaster and what not. I do EVERYTHING for the site short of hosting it! You will only talk to me... so never worry of 3rd party stuff.

Ok, I'm off my rant/rage.... I hope you now understand how I could forget the update from Sunday, I mean I am trying to live a normal life, heal and all of that on top of all the legal battling I'm trying to do as well. Be patient with me. If you want to help, the best thing you can do is grab a membership if you haven't already, grab even one of those 3 or 6 month memberships I offer, check out my gift page or even drop me some gift bonds through Amazon. Everything can help and I'm always very thankful for it all. *KISSES*

Talking With Me - Vent/Rant

Ok listen up here, if you are wanting to talk with me by some sort of IM or by E-mail and I've been kind enough to respond to such a response, you will *NOT* disrespect me in any form or fashion. I do not know you and you do not know me. I am giving you the PRIVILEG of MY time spent on you because YOU wanted it.

If you EVER think for a moment that I am there any time YOU want me to be just because 'oh she's online now, she better talk to me' you have something else coming.

You are NOTHING to me do you understand?? I am GIVING you my time and you best understand it is precious to me. I have VERY little 'free' time and just because I 'might' be sitting online some time some where with a browser or IM open, does *NOT* mean I am actually sitting here twiddling my thumbs in any remote hope that someone will log in and have a chat with me.

I have a REAL life outside my web life. I have a husband, an aging mother & father, a couple of sisters back in the states and you best believe there is a MASSIVE time difference between me and you if you are in the USA any where from 5 to 9hrs BEHIND me! If you are just waking for your day, I am most likely starting to prepare for my evening to start which included getting my kitchen in order, taking care of house hold choirs and getting ready to cook dinner or perhaps even already cooking it.

Now if you still want to chat with me HAVE A BIT OF FUCKING PATIENCE! I am not your toy or pawn to just drop everything because YOU wanted to chat with me. If I am here, if I can type, if *I* have time to chat or if I have the want even to chat, I will respond.... if not then there is most likely a reason and I will respond when I have the time or want.

Now get off your frigging high horse and remind yourself I am HUMAN behind this computer and stop trying to think you're gonna get away with giving me any kind of guilt trip because OMFG *I* didn't write you back *RIGHT* now.

/rant

We now return you to your normal every day perving. Thank you for your time and patience and try to remember, when you speak to a LADY such as myself, have the decent kindness of some respect shown toward her.

Weekly Site Update - September 14th, 2014

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New Project & More

Hello all my wonderfuls... I have been tossing around the idea of all the fetish type requests I have been getting lately. Checking into ways to bring it better to all of you but also better for me. With that I've decided that I'm going to open a 3rd clips4sale store! I have to work on the videos for it first but I think throughout this weekend (Camera Man has off for 4 days starting tomorrow) I can get enough to open the store.

This store will house JUST my fetish style stuff. Foot fetish, long finger nails, Domination, heels/shoes, pantyhose, tight clothes, belly/fat/jiggling and anything else I don't think really fits into my main/older store. This is just a small list of requests I have been getting lately. They are all great ideas but they don't really fit on my main store and they don't really fit My Web Site either.

I think this will be a good thing. These things I can do without getting into full on photo/video mode with all the lingerie, jewelry, make-up, glits and glamor so to speak. Look for the new store to come soon!

With that, I have also decided that although I'll write reviews of some of the products and toys, I don't think I'll be using 'special' stuff all that often that I will be able to keep it up as a regular insertion. That means I won't make video recorded reviews basically. It's not worth the time and energy to put into it when I already wrote a review. After all, I bought these items to be used and there for if you want to see them in use you can visit my site and see the videos I've made with them anyhow.

And with that, this is my blog, this is where you get to know me better, get information about site/s and even join me in some online activities that are and aren't sexual in nature. So for the time being, I'm into playing time waster games on Facebook. I will come in and make posts here and there about the games I'm playing, toss in some screen shots of my city/towns or what have you. Good or bad, I'll write a bit about what I think of the game. If I continue the game, I'll come back every so often and make a new post to give an update on how my game is going.

With the new project of the fetish clips4sale store, while your waiting for it to open and go live remember you can always visit my 2 other stores!
Main Clips4sale with over 300 videos in WMV format
High Def Clips4sale with strictly 1280x720 high def MP4 format

Weekly Site Update - September 7th, 2014

Damn what a ride last night was. Here I was alllll ready with this update by like 2pm my time (not even waking time for the USA in most states) and I go to get connected to my FTP and bam... no connection. I tried other sites from the server, no go. I thought the servers were down. Ends up that some where my ISP fucked something up because between calling to their automatic service last night at like 1am and this morning before Camera Man got up (7amish) they had got their shit together and I could access every thing again.

Sooooo first thing I did when I got up was get this wonderfully sexy and purely showing off the true form of a BBW in something still sexy but about as sheer and skimpy as one can possibly get without showing off everything! I hope you enjoy this set, I had lots of fun making it! Thanks to you all for your bit of patience while I got things sorted.

You can find this set at Curvy-Kitty.com

All photo sets are 100% exclusive to my website and will not be able to be seen any where else.

Slight Update Delay - Tech Problems

I don't know what went where or how or anything of the like but sometime between earlier this week and today, I can't access my web site.... and I mean like AT ALL :( And it's not just my web site, it's anything on the server my web site is actually on. I freaked out at first because suddenly here it was time to upload today'd update and I find I can't get through on the FTP.

I thought 'great, something with the server??'. I finally got in contact with one of the people that I could and they told me they could connect with no problems. So that made me dig a bit deeper, talk to a techy type friend, tried a few things with my router and then started to search deep on the internet as to why this might be happening but why I have no other issues to browsing the web. In the end it was going to be 1 of 2 things, either my router had a mix-up in it's DNS servers or something with my ISP (internet service provider) is fucking something up and blocking a port.

Soooooo seeing as I didn't get into digging deeper as usually this is not a 'just me' situation when I can't access stuff like my web site or other sites on the same server, it was too late to call a tech at my ISP and I will have to wait until my morning to contact someone and get them to resolve it by giving us a new IP address... or at least that is what I read from someone having the same exact issue as I have.

If I log into the hotspot (basically think a portal wifi connection that uses my wifi modem on a different IP address so that it doesn't bring down my main speed at all that anyone with the ISP I have that has approval to use hotspots can use, me included.... these are set up alllll over Belgium now, hell I even have one at work) I can connect to my site and those on the same server but well that isn't going to help much since that connection is done through my tablet. So I know it's my ISP.

So bare with me while I get it fixed.... IF they don't do something about it tomorrow, I'll dust off the ol' laptop, I already have a copy on memory stick ready to go and I'll get the stuff uploaded from there. I mean that is where this began, no reason it can't be there for a back up solution! Never fear, update will only be a few hrs late! I promise one way or another, even if I have to visit my folks and use THEIR computer!

Follow Me - Facebook

With all of my extra time off lately and god only knows how long yet to go exception that I know it's through the 14th yet, I decided I would re-explore the games over at Facebook. You can come join me if you like, I tend to visit these places a few times a day in the beginning of the games (they go faster in the beginning) but I can say I certainly try my best to be there once a day if not more.

If your going 'oh god, how do I go about collecting all of these items/bonuses and what not, never fear, for most games the Games Collector can run through all those load screens and friend's profile. Just open it, click the button to see if you have bonuses to collect and push the button again to let it collect all the goodies for your automatically. If you play a lot of games like I do, this is a life saver but you will need to give it time to collect, just let it do it thing in the back ground!

I'll keep this post up-to-date with the games I'm playing...

Played Daily & More (in order of how much played)
Kitchen Scramble
FarmVille2
Township

Marketland
Dessert Shop
Diner Life
Cafeland
CityVille
ChefVille

Played, Just Not As Often
Tribez
Gardens Of Time
Mystery Manor

If you play any of them, want to sneak a peak more into my life as it is or just want to hang out a bit, feel free to stop on by. I always welcome friends on my list and even better if you are playing the games I am along with me! Gaming is a very big part of my life... I would say it is the thing I do when I get stressed out and need to just zone the world out or if I'm looking just for a bit of some relaxing time.

Hope to see you swing by! *KISSES*

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The Beginning Of School

Aaaaa the sign of another session to be changing, the kids around here have gone back to school as of September 1st. It's also a reminder to me that I'm coming up shortly here on living in Belgium for *13yrs*! I was due to leave the good ol' US of A the day the 9/11 attack happened. I remember being at a shop buying some last minute goodies to take with me for my soon to become new family, checking out and having the lady at the register ask me after hearing that I was heading to Belgium if I had heard the news about the plane hi-jacking that had just happened. I thought she was just out to scare/worry me since I mentioned I never had flown yet either.

I got to my car, there was an eerie silence in the packing lot with exception of a bunch of cars that had their radios tuned into which ever radio station they were listening to... but none were playing music. They all had their 'live news' feeds going. I started up my car and sure enough my radio station had it too :( I remember hitting the pavement in the parking lot, bag still in hand now spilled on said pavement and I must have gone whiter then a freshly laundered sheet.

At that moment in time, it was still way before the towers had fallen, before people knew what kind of damage had been done or would have happen. For me it was a time of 'OMG I was just going to leave that afternoon to finally be with man of my dreams'. A sudden rush of 'oh shit, he has no idea where I am, what I'm doing, if I am on my flight or not and 100 other things dealing with him' and I rushed my way back home as fast as I could legally to call him.

Call me selfish, call me a bitch, call me what ever you want at this point but I was also only in my early 20's and finally having found a love I would soon be calling my own. One that has waited almost 3months for me to come to him after making the choice to leave my life in the states. All I cared about at the time was that I was no longer leaving the day of September 1st, 2001 and at that moment in time not sure when I would be either.

I left something like a week or so later. Spent 9hrs past the time that the new time had been marked as sitting and worrying in the airport lounge. Only thing really keeping me from losing it was the voice of my beloved every hr or so through phone cards and a public pay phone and the fact that within I hoped 24hrs I would be in his arms. I got on my plane needless to say despite every thing in my body telling me to no do it and landed safely first in Germany for a connection flight and then in Belgium where my beloved Camera Man was awaiting me with open arms and a sturdy force to collapse against after almost 30hrs of traveling in total. I trusted him with my life as he took me through this strange world I have never seen, never really heard of before meeting him and had all these strange words I have no idea what they meant. I drifted off a bit in the car ride back to the city he lived in and for the first night, we stayed at a hotel room before being forced to meet my soon to be mother-in-law.

I still to this day would not change a thing of what happened, because of it were not have happened, I would not be where I am in my life today. Things always happen for a reason and I believe there will always be a reason if we see it straight away or not. I am here, I am healthy, I am happy and I am enjoying life. I moved my parents here for their retirement and they too are enjoy their new life here. All is good, all is well, I have a roof over my head, I have a computer under my finger tips, I have food as much as I want on the table and a loving caring husband beside me through think, thin and all the good.

That is my 'how did I get here' story. Hope you got to know me a bit better and got to know also why I'm a bit harder core then most people in this world. I had to be, I had to survive and to do so I had to be quite cautious in my journey.

Weekly Site Update - August 31st, 2014

I know, it's not sunday any more but I still should be here posting about the latest update and well it's only been now that I've had time to get here to do so.

Anyhow, I updated with another masturbation video this weekend but this time you get to see me relaxing in a nice warm whirl pool while I use my wonderful new led toy. What is unknown to most is that there is also an underwater camera shooting as well as I do this. I have that video too but it's not the best of my filming. I will still post that video in both the rendered and unrendered formats at a later moment.

This video was made in the middle of the animal print bikini photo set that I posted a couple of weeks ago, SEE POST for that set. I also have a behind the scenes video that I'll add with the animal print just as an extra at some point soon.

For now enjoy watching this jiggly BBW relaxing in a nice whirl pool getting herself off for you all to see! Video only can be seen on My Web Site for the moment. It will come to My Clips4sale Store soon but not right away.