Sunday, August 30, 2015
Clips4sale Update - September 30th, 2015
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Monday, August 10, 2015
Clips4sale Update - August 10th, 2015
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Saturday, August 8, 2015
Sneak Peek - Tube Dress
I took my first photo set for the first time in over 8months last night, I even realized that I have videos I haven't even posted from that long ago now too! I have more content then I thought so first I have to go through adding that but here is a snap from it... it was a small set but for just getting back into it, I think they came out pretty good. Remember I'm not longer going to edit out things I think are just part of me, in this case the set has a bruise I didn't know on the back of my right arm, I should have known there would be one there though because earlier in the week I hit one of the door handles in the apartment in right about that area.
Anyhow, this set is a cute little tube dress that when folded looks no more then a very small shirt but man what fabric can do ;) Enjoy the preview and I'll drop by when I post it to my site.
Anyhow, this set is a cute little tube dress that when folded looks no more then a very small shirt but man what fabric can do ;) Enjoy the preview and I'll drop by when I post it to my site.
My Black Ligh,
Soooo this morning, for the first time since I bought this kit, I opened up and set up the black light kit that I have. I spent like 25euro in total on this kit and I had my doubts because of the way the guy at the store said that it wasn't very good for large places but I guess what is large to one is not to the other! I plugged it in with my black out drapes pulled as good as I could and WOW! This thing picked up everything from front to back and all the stuff in between!
I'm VERY much looking forward to messing with it and I might still do so tonight, just depends how much want I have to be shooting photos on my own with the remote vs having Camera Man doing it. Will see how the evening goes. Tonight Camera Man is out with his old time mates for what is usually just a once or twice a year get together and catch up get together. They are having a BBQ and we even bought him some new summer clothes today. Oh! yea, even I found a couple of T-shirts today in the men's section of the store... I wish that I had been able to find that when I was working, I was paying 25+ euro per shirt at the big lady's store I usually go to and I got these for under 10 *rolls eyes* oh well, they will make good around the house shirts anyhow.
I'm VERY much looking forward to messing with it and I might still do so tonight, just depends how much want I have to be shooting photos on my own with the remote vs having Camera Man doing it. Will see how the evening goes. Tonight Camera Man is out with his old time mates for what is usually just a once or twice a year get together and catch up get together. They are having a BBQ and we even bought him some new summer clothes today. Oh! yea, even I found a couple of T-shirts today in the men's section of the store... I wish that I had been able to find that when I was working, I was paying 25+ euro per shirt at the big lady's store I usually go to and I got these for under 10 *rolls eyes* oh well, they will make good around the house shirts anyhow.
Friday, August 7, 2015
Babbling Again
Hello all my wonderfuls! It's another day here in the land of being a house wife in the middle of summer. I have lots going through my head but mostly I'm sitting here completely and utterly bored.
Tonight for the first time since November last year sometime, Camera Man and I have agreed to do some photo work. I have this cute but very tight little tube dress that I'm going to get into with some black full pantyhose and heels... of course don't forget all my glamour sides that go with it.
This post is just a catch all for my thoughts, ideas and what is going through my mind as I await Camera Man to get off work or at least the time that I can start getting ready without fear that my efforts won't be undone before the photos get taken.
I figured if I'm going to come back, I'm going to come back a more relaxed me... that includes letting you into my real side a bit more often because if I do so, you'll get use to the non-glamour me as well and I can feel a bit better about shooting videos without always getting made up in all sorts of ways... specially for those not planned moments that I would like to capture such as some of the hot wake-up blow jobs I give Camera Man or the times that I find myself getting a few rubs in by myself. this means my photos and videos will now also show what I look like every day vs what look like after I've gone through putting on the very little bit of make-up that I do wear. When it comes down to it consists of liquid foundation, powder cover up, mascara, sometimes eye liner (both of these are always in black) and some lipstick. On VERY rare occasions I also wear some eye shadow but like maybe 2 or 3 times a year as well as what I do with my hair and how well it behaves for me when I do start to style it.
On that note, I have also come up with some more ideas that I want to shoot videos for...
~ Still want to make bubble gum blowing videos... might even see about some photo sets that include it from time to time.
~ Shoe/feet show... going to make a nice white background, put the camera low and show off my lovely plump feet while I show you my heels, which still fit and which don't after a 35kilo weight gain since I stopped working.
~ Balloon play... I have a whole wonderful assortment of balloons from shapes to small to big to REALLY fucking big balloons and I'm looking forward to playing with them. I even recently purchases big 9 foot (3 meter) large balloons... not sure what they are all about yet but I will explore them on camera.
~ Simple glamour videos... I use to do these often when I started... we'd run the video camera for a few minutes before shooting. Just showing you my wonderful body in motion while dressed all sexy for you. I have had requests to make these again so I will.
~ Walking in heels... another requested video set and if I still have heels I'm comfortable walking in, just going to show off my big 60+ inch ass, thick long legs and sexy feel in high heels walking back and forth for you.
~ Sea/beach videos... there have been a number of requests from outdoor to car to stuff like dipping my pretty toenail painted feet in the wet cool sand. I'm going to see about doing some of these this summer before the nice weather goes away. Perhaps even bringing in a friend or 2 to take this content.
~ Domination/sub stuffs... my 'bbw Dom riding her sub' video has sold so many times I can't count any more from the day I put it out right up until this week that it must be a re-do video... almost 8yrs later with new lingerie, on the bed with him bound and perhaps blind folded.
~ Tickling... this is a new fetish lately and I have *no* problems playing into it since Camera Man is so highly ticklish! I plan to bind him to the bed and go at it. I though am not ticklish I'm afraid so I can't do it the other way.
~ Black light... I had a VERY fun time with this last year! So much so that I invested in a large black light of my own to use in my bedroom with my black-out drapes pulled. I even made sure I had hot lingerie what would work in it as well as stuff like nail decals.
Do you have some video or photo requests for me?? E-Mail me your requests and I'll see what I can do but no promises. I have so many more ideas, we'll just have to see where time takes me. The only time I make requests 100% is when you buy a video in advance to ensure you get exactly what you want 100%. You can also contact me to ask what this means but only serious offers will be answered so be careful as what you start asking for.
One last question answered... I have been asked the last month or so why I decided to get back into making content. I have 2 reasons for this, specially the last month. First, if you have gone through my blog entries lately, you'll know I have decided after filing our income taxes this year that it is not worth me working the kind of work I do like doing vs how much money I actually bring in after losing it to almost 2000euro worth of taxes.
The 2nd reason only started to be known to me. As those who have actually taken the time to get to know me know that I have been on Xanax since around the time I had my cyst removed. They worked wonders and I stayed on roughly a 0.50mg (lowest does possible in the extended release form) dose for quite a few years, too many years to be honest. It was time that I came off them to not only make myself feel better but to ensure that if I do ever need them for a real emergency that they will be as effective as they need to be without being at a higher dose. For those of you who don't know the side effects to this drug, the biggest, TIREDNESS! OMG I didn't realize exactly how much this was effecting me with exception of night time! I have now been free of this drug for over a month and I am so much more awake then I have ever been. That means more energy, more want, more will and the drive to do things I once found enjoyable... one of them is photos & videos.
I think Camera Man and I are going to plan for a weekly Friday evening session of photo shooting as this is a day there is no concern over going to bed early for work the next day, Videos will be a do it when we feel like it and a lot of solo shooting videos or when I have a planned request. I'm even going to mess with the remote shooting in the way of photo sets as I feel like it. I'm going to grab a friend or 2 as well to take some more gentle glamour style photos such as the sea side stuff I want since it's easier to get there during the week days vs the weekend or after Camera Man is off work, already tired from his day.
Tonight for the first time since November last year sometime, Camera Man and I have agreed to do some photo work. I have this cute but very tight little tube dress that I'm going to get into with some black full pantyhose and heels... of course don't forget all my glamour sides that go with it.
This post is just a catch all for my thoughts, ideas and what is going through my mind as I await Camera Man to get off work or at least the time that I can start getting ready without fear that my efforts won't be undone before the photos get taken.
I figured if I'm going to come back, I'm going to come back a more relaxed me... that includes letting you into my real side a bit more often because if I do so, you'll get use to the non-glamour me as well and I can feel a bit better about shooting videos without always getting made up in all sorts of ways... specially for those not planned moments that I would like to capture such as some of the hot wake-up blow jobs I give Camera Man or the times that I find myself getting a few rubs in by myself. this means my photos and videos will now also show what I look like every day vs what look like after I've gone through putting on the very little bit of make-up that I do wear. When it comes down to it consists of liquid foundation, powder cover up, mascara, sometimes eye liner (both of these are always in black) and some lipstick. On VERY rare occasions I also wear some eye shadow but like maybe 2 or 3 times a year as well as what I do with my hair and how well it behaves for me when I do start to style it.
On that note, I have also come up with some more ideas that I want to shoot videos for...
~ Still want to make bubble gum blowing videos... might even see about some photo sets that include it from time to time.
~ Shoe/feet show... going to make a nice white background, put the camera low and show off my lovely plump feet while I show you my heels, which still fit and which don't after a 35kilo weight gain since I stopped working.
~ Balloon play... I have a whole wonderful assortment of balloons from shapes to small to big to REALLY fucking big balloons and I'm looking forward to playing with them. I even recently purchases big 9 foot (3 meter) large balloons... not sure what they are all about yet but I will explore them on camera.
~ Simple glamour videos... I use to do these often when I started... we'd run the video camera for a few minutes before shooting. Just showing you my wonderful body in motion while dressed all sexy for you. I have had requests to make these again so I will.
~ Walking in heels... another requested video set and if I still have heels I'm comfortable walking in, just going to show off my big 60+ inch ass, thick long legs and sexy feel in high heels walking back and forth for you.
~ Sea/beach videos... there have been a number of requests from outdoor to car to stuff like dipping my pretty toenail painted feet in the wet cool sand. I'm going to see about doing some of these this summer before the nice weather goes away. Perhaps even bringing in a friend or 2 to take this content.
~ Domination/sub stuffs... my 'bbw Dom riding her sub' video has sold so many times I can't count any more from the day I put it out right up until this week that it must be a re-do video... almost 8yrs later with new lingerie, on the bed with him bound and perhaps blind folded.
~ Tickling... this is a new fetish lately and I have *no* problems playing into it since Camera Man is so highly ticklish! I plan to bind him to the bed and go at it. I though am not ticklish I'm afraid so I can't do it the other way.
~ Black light... I had a VERY fun time with this last year! So much so that I invested in a large black light of my own to use in my bedroom with my black-out drapes pulled. I even made sure I had hot lingerie what would work in it as well as stuff like nail decals.
Do you have some video or photo requests for me?? E-Mail me your requests and I'll see what I can do but no promises. I have so many more ideas, we'll just have to see where time takes me. The only time I make requests 100% is when you buy a video in advance to ensure you get exactly what you want 100%. You can also contact me to ask what this means but only serious offers will be answered so be careful as what you start asking for.
One last question answered... I have been asked the last month or so why I decided to get back into making content. I have 2 reasons for this, specially the last month. First, if you have gone through my blog entries lately, you'll know I have decided after filing our income taxes this year that it is not worth me working the kind of work I do like doing vs how much money I actually bring in after losing it to almost 2000euro worth of taxes.
The 2nd reason only started to be known to me. As those who have actually taken the time to get to know me know that I have been on Xanax since around the time I had my cyst removed. They worked wonders and I stayed on roughly a 0.50mg (lowest does possible in the extended release form) dose for quite a few years, too many years to be honest. It was time that I came off them to not only make myself feel better but to ensure that if I do ever need them for a real emergency that they will be as effective as they need to be without being at a higher dose. For those of you who don't know the side effects to this drug, the biggest, TIREDNESS! OMG I didn't realize exactly how much this was effecting me with exception of night time! I have now been free of this drug for over a month and I am so much more awake then I have ever been. That means more energy, more want, more will and the drive to do things I once found enjoyable... one of them is photos & videos.
I think Camera Man and I are going to plan for a weekly Friday evening session of photo shooting as this is a day there is no concern over going to bed early for work the next day, Videos will be a do it when we feel like it and a lot of solo shooting videos or when I have a planned request. I'm even going to mess with the remote shooting in the way of photo sets as I feel like it. I'm going to grab a friend or 2 as well to take some more gentle glamour style photos such as the sea side stuff I want since it's easier to get there during the week days vs the weekend or after Camera Man is off work, already tired from his day.
Monday, August 3, 2015
New Month & New Plans
Good morning all my wonderful readers! It's a new month and I have a lot in store for the rest of this year! I already have a nice stock of new videos on hand but have to go through the process of editing yet.
The rest of the year at least will be filled with lots of new ideas and video updates throughout. I will also try to squeeze in some photo sets but that is if I feel up to getting so dolled up that I can sit through a set :P
I have a new plan in my head... recently we have had a previous neighbor move out after having the police called one too many times for their 4 dogs which 2 would set each other off from the little tiny yapper type dog to the bigger english pitbull who would have a deep bark and howl. Recently we have a new neighbor who seems to have a single yappy type dog and so far both days that I know of it it starts up at around 7-8am and does NOTHING but yap! Because of that my new plan is in in progress.... MOVING FUND!!!
I need to save up 3000euro for a move... that will include deposit of 3 months (1 month down, 1st and last month type thing which will be any where from 1500-2000) and movers... no way we can move this entire 14yrs of stuff with a small car not to mention our fridge needs to go out the window which means hiring a window lift anyhow.
So with that said, Camera Man and I have agreed that I can put away my funds from my clips4sale work to move with. When we have the funds, we'll start looking for a new place. And you all know what a new place means! A better chance before moving to pick a place better suited for photos/videos firstly even with the idea of a 3rd bedroom that we decorate specially for that purpose perhaps! And 2ndly, a NEW shooting location that I can have lots of fun with!
I'm not asking for donations but if you find a video you like to perhaps would like to dip in for a membership, you can find my Main Clips4sale Here or my High Def Clips4sale Here. If you do want to donate for the sake of being kind, you can also find the TRIBUTE button on each store where you can drop any where from $5 to $500.
Here is for planning for the future! *KISSES*
The rest of the year at least will be filled with lots of new ideas and video updates throughout. I will also try to squeeze in some photo sets but that is if I feel up to getting so dolled up that I can sit through a set :P
I have a new plan in my head... recently we have had a previous neighbor move out after having the police called one too many times for their 4 dogs which 2 would set each other off from the little tiny yapper type dog to the bigger english pitbull who would have a deep bark and howl. Recently we have a new neighbor who seems to have a single yappy type dog and so far both days that I know of it it starts up at around 7-8am and does NOTHING but yap! Because of that my new plan is in in progress.... MOVING FUND!!!
I need to save up 3000euro for a move... that will include deposit of 3 months (1 month down, 1st and last month type thing which will be any where from 1500-2000) and movers... no way we can move this entire 14yrs of stuff with a small car not to mention our fridge needs to go out the window which means hiring a window lift anyhow.
So with that said, Camera Man and I have agreed that I can put away my funds from my clips4sale work to move with. When we have the funds, we'll start looking for a new place. And you all know what a new place means! A better chance before moving to pick a place better suited for photos/videos firstly even with the idea of a 3rd bedroom that we decorate specially for that purpose perhaps! And 2ndly, a NEW shooting location that I can have lots of fun with!
I'm not asking for donations but if you find a video you like to perhaps would like to dip in for a membership, you can find my Main Clips4sale Here or my High Def Clips4sale Here. If you do want to donate for the sake of being kind, you can also find the TRIBUTE button on each store where you can drop any where from $5 to $500.
Here is for planning for the future! *KISSES*
Monday, July 27, 2015
New Content Making??
Ok so it seems that between Camera Man and I, we just needed a LONG time off vacation, it's been years since we were able to do almost 0 in the way of 'HAVING' to do things or worries so this past 9+ days off, we did *just* that.... *nothing*.
But with that said, since I'm no longer working and for the moment I'm also not looking considering what the income taxes are doing to us vs how much I make, I need to get the ball rolling on making new videos. Videos will be my main focus but once and a while I'll see if I can't pull out a photo set too seeing as they are easier to advertise with still... besides I have SO much lingerie/clothing still that I just hate to have it just sitting in my wardrobe looking cute rather then ON me!
I'll be looking into making some new videos solo this week and see where it goes in filming with camera man. First I think I need to clean up my bedroom nicely because I go about filming too much though as well I've just simply let it get cluttered with too much junk... need to get rid of recycling cardboard that got stored and what not *shrug* just not my best place for camera work atm.
Anyhow, any suggestions as to what to do for solo video, drop me a line... post here on the blog or email me at curvykitty1977@gmail.com *KISSES*
But with that said, since I'm no longer working and for the moment I'm also not looking considering what the income taxes are doing to us vs how much I make, I need to get the ball rolling on making new videos. Videos will be my main focus but once and a while I'll see if I can't pull out a photo set too seeing as they are easier to advertise with still... besides I have SO much lingerie/clothing still that I just hate to have it just sitting in my wardrobe looking cute rather then ON me!
I'll be looking into making some new videos solo this week and see where it goes in filming with camera man. First I think I need to clean up my bedroom nicely because I go about filming too much though as well I've just simply let it get cluttered with too much junk... need to get rid of recycling cardboard that got stored and what not *shrug* just not my best place for camera work atm.
Anyhow, any suggestions as to what to do for solo video, drop me a line... post here on the blog or email me at curvykitty1977@gmail.com *KISSES*
New Game Loves
You all should know by now that I'm totally addicted to games... mostly RPG or platform style but I'm also a sucker for a good time waster style game.
Lately my loves are....
~ Torch Light 2 (rpgish) for the Computer... I have TL1 for xbox too but it's one game that I actually enjoy it more on the computer because of the mass amounts of controls that are needed for xbox to run it properly. By the time you learn how to the controls all go to keep your butt alive, your done with the game!
~ FarmVille2... I've been playing this for a year now... I'm working on a number of different farms but my main one is a high level (don't remember off hand but 100+) and I'm always looking for neighbors. Add curvykitty1977@gmail.com if you want to play! I play strictly through Zynga.com though and not facebook, it's a better platform along with a better game feed to get items one needs every day.
~ Simpsons Tapped Out... I was playing this for quite a while when I was working for my previous bosses (the first round) but lost the love for it. Recently I started up again and wouldn't mind more neighbors! Will look up what email I'm using and re-edit this post though because off hand I don't remember *slapf*.
~ *NEW* Cooking Dash 2016... this is what I meant by time wasters. I would play stuff like cooking dash and such from Big Fish games or when they were around Reflexive Games but this is a new one in the style of the whole on-line can play for free but we offer goodies for buy as well such as FarmVille2 does. I just started playing this today but am *100%* hooked. I don't know yet if it's available for PC yet but I'm playing it for the moment on my tablet.
So with those 4 atm, I'm pretty set on game play. Please see the next posting for information on new content and what I've been doing lately toward it.
Lately my loves are....
~ Torch Light 2 (rpgish) for the Computer... I have TL1 for xbox too but it's one game that I actually enjoy it more on the computer because of the mass amounts of controls that are needed for xbox to run it properly. By the time you learn how to the controls all go to keep your butt alive, your done with the game!
~ FarmVille2... I've been playing this for a year now... I'm working on a number of different farms but my main one is a high level (don't remember off hand but 100+) and I'm always looking for neighbors. Add curvykitty1977@gmail.com if you want to play! I play strictly through Zynga.com though and not facebook, it's a better platform along with a better game feed to get items one needs every day.
~ Simpsons Tapped Out... I was playing this for quite a while when I was working for my previous bosses (the first round) but lost the love for it. Recently I started up again and wouldn't mind more neighbors! Will look up what email I'm using and re-edit this post though because off hand I don't remember *slapf*.
~ *NEW* Cooking Dash 2016... this is what I meant by time wasters. I would play stuff like cooking dash and such from Big Fish games or when they were around Reflexive Games but this is a new one in the style of the whole on-line can play for free but we offer goodies for buy as well such as FarmVille2 does. I just started playing this today but am *100%* hooked. I don't know yet if it's available for PC yet but I'm playing it for the moment on my tablet.
So with those 4 atm, I'm pretty set on game play. Please see the next posting for information on new content and what I've been doing lately toward it.
Tuesday, June 23, 2015
Thursday, April 16, 2015
Sunday, January 4, 2015
Life vs Web Life - CurvyKitty Retired
Hello all. It's been a few weeks since I was last here or did anything even in the way of advertising for my site. Camera Man has had off work since the 20th of December 2014 until well tomorrow (the first real working week of the year of 2015).
We've had a wonderful time just getting to know each other again, being lazy, didn't bother with any real holiday plans or big meals or presents. We did buy a few 'us' things like a new LCD tv, I got a new tablet a couple months ago, we bought a new network 4tg (4000gig) hard drive on Wednesday and stuff like that. I went to bed at 11pm on New Years Eve and slept through the night without even waking for the fireworks or music.
Life the last 6 months or so has been one very very big roller coaster for me. A bit over a month ago I started seeing a psychiatrist (the ones who can prescribe medications vs the ones that can't) due to the fact that I was still having quite a bit of problems with my short term memory and that I was still stressing out over the smallest of things be it from loud noises, kitty having problems or even something as simple as going to a store with my mother.
I was put on an anti-depressant drug and exception of some minor stomach issues, it seems to be helping. I'm cooping better with stress, I'm not as jumpy, my mind is clearer and I'm having a lot less mood swings. On top of that I'm not binge/boredom eating, I'm not really craving 'bad' foods atm and even have gotten on a semi decent sleeping pattern as well as sleeping sounder/better.
However, that is where this last few weeks has come back to here. Between Camera Man and I, we have chosen to put Curvy-Kitty.com into retirement for the most part. I'm sure there will still be an occasional set of photos here and there but there will no longer be any regular weekly updates. There are currently over 17,000 photos and over 300 videos from the past decade of time that you are welcome to come and see but still with a membership. The site will remain for those that still want to see my works but the time and BBW world being what it is today, is not something I wish to be part of any more.
I love my body, I love what I look like, I love how I move and I love my sexuality but I hate what the adult BBW world has turned into and it really does sadden me. It is no longer about loving who you are and what you are but going to the other extreme of gaining more and more weight, talking about shit like how one wants to be immobile and waited on hand and foot, how one is force feeding themselves protein shakes just to gain weight. That is *NOT* what being proud of being a BBW is about... you are *not* proud to be who you are how you are but trying to change who you are. I think it's a pure problem of men showing this as the 'new' fetish and it's becoming too much.
I have had several requests for eating/stuffing videos/photos and as much as I try to get into it, I simply can't. I am a glamour girl. I like my lingerie, heels, pantyhose and sexy stuff. I'm not here to show off how big I can get, how much I can stuff down my throat in the way of food... although I don't mind sharing my special stuff with you all like the posts I have here about my sushi night with Camera Man or my afternoon out with a lunch in the car, I simply have no desire to play into this fatter fatter fatter and get more fat era that is in the BBW world. I have no desire and it makes it hard to feel sexy when you are left out in the cold due to this fact.
It's been a fun ride, it's been a wonderful time, I have TONS of lingerie still on hand that I have hardly tried on much less shot anything in and perhaps in time I will shoot more but for now, I've got bigger real life things to worry about. Soon (the end of this month) I will finally be allowed to go back to work or in this case for back to looking for work... I'm looking forward to that so much. But that on itself also means a whole new set of challenges that I have to face head on and work through. I can't be worrying about what people online are thinking or worrying about how much advertising I'm doing or what set of photos I'll be shooting or when/where I'll be shooting it.
I thank you all for your support this last 10years of time, old and new fans alike. I will always be around, my email is still here, I am still socially active, I'm on Facebook still playing FarmVille2 mostly and in general still here, just not with my site active.
BIGGGGGG hugs and kisses to everyone! Be cool, enjoy 2015 and I'll come posting once and a while.
Best regrades and all the happiness in this new year and those to come! CK
We've had a wonderful time just getting to know each other again, being lazy, didn't bother with any real holiday plans or big meals or presents. We did buy a few 'us' things like a new LCD tv, I got a new tablet a couple months ago, we bought a new network 4tg (4000gig) hard drive on Wednesday and stuff like that. I went to bed at 11pm on New Years Eve and slept through the night without even waking for the fireworks or music.
Life the last 6 months or so has been one very very big roller coaster for me. A bit over a month ago I started seeing a psychiatrist (the ones who can prescribe medications vs the ones that can't) due to the fact that I was still having quite a bit of problems with my short term memory and that I was still stressing out over the smallest of things be it from loud noises, kitty having problems or even something as simple as going to a store with my mother.
I was put on an anti-depressant drug and exception of some minor stomach issues, it seems to be helping. I'm cooping better with stress, I'm not as jumpy, my mind is clearer and I'm having a lot less mood swings. On top of that I'm not binge/boredom eating, I'm not really craving 'bad' foods atm and even have gotten on a semi decent sleeping pattern as well as sleeping sounder/better.
However, that is where this last few weeks has come back to here. Between Camera Man and I, we have chosen to put Curvy-Kitty.com into retirement for the most part. I'm sure there will still be an occasional set of photos here and there but there will no longer be any regular weekly updates. There are currently over 17,000 photos and over 300 videos from the past decade of time that you are welcome to come and see but still with a membership. The site will remain for those that still want to see my works but the time and BBW world being what it is today, is not something I wish to be part of any more.
I love my body, I love what I look like, I love how I move and I love my sexuality but I hate what the adult BBW world has turned into and it really does sadden me. It is no longer about loving who you are and what you are but going to the other extreme of gaining more and more weight, talking about shit like how one wants to be immobile and waited on hand and foot, how one is force feeding themselves protein shakes just to gain weight. That is *NOT* what being proud of being a BBW is about... you are *not* proud to be who you are how you are but trying to change who you are. I think it's a pure problem of men showing this as the 'new' fetish and it's becoming too much.
I have had several requests for eating/stuffing videos/photos and as much as I try to get into it, I simply can't. I am a glamour girl. I like my lingerie, heels, pantyhose and sexy stuff. I'm not here to show off how big I can get, how much I can stuff down my throat in the way of food... although I don't mind sharing my special stuff with you all like the posts I have here about my sushi night with Camera Man or my afternoon out with a lunch in the car, I simply have no desire to play into this fatter fatter fatter and get more fat era that is in the BBW world. I have no desire and it makes it hard to feel sexy when you are left out in the cold due to this fact.
It's been a fun ride, it's been a wonderful time, I have TONS of lingerie still on hand that I have hardly tried on much less shot anything in and perhaps in time I will shoot more but for now, I've got bigger real life things to worry about. Soon (the end of this month) I will finally be allowed to go back to work or in this case for back to looking for work... I'm looking forward to that so much. But that on itself also means a whole new set of challenges that I have to face head on and work through. I can't be worrying about what people online are thinking or worrying about how much advertising I'm doing or what set of photos I'll be shooting or when/where I'll be shooting it.
I thank you all for your support this last 10years of time, old and new fans alike. I will always be around, my email is still here, I am still socially active, I'm on Facebook still playing FarmVille2 mostly and in general still here, just not with my site active.
BIGGGGGG hugs and kisses to everyone! Be cool, enjoy 2015 and I'll come posting once and a while.
Best regrades and all the happiness in this new year and those to come! CK
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